Deplored.

love is real

but love can only take us so far before the battle begins

wearing my armor, never letting my guards down

i know sooner than later you will shoot me to the ground

a shot

to the heart

to destroy it and destroy me

knowing i will quickly recover

forgive and forget right?

slowly you remove the metal from my body

making me believe this was all meant to be

but yet

in the distance i begin to see a little light

giving me hope

knowing it will be okay I give that gift to you

spoiling you with my love because you appear to deserve it

each day this little light got brighter and brighter

making me happier and giving me more hope

which i continued to give to you

this little light of mine

i didnt think would shine

just a fling type thing

as the day went by i realized he was my knight i longed for

to take me away from this battle called life

the problems you give me

the world gives me

as i began to get on his horse

he pulled a dagger from behind his back and sliced a piece of skin on my arm

as i watched the blood drip from my arm

i turned my back on him

who to turn to now?

i thought this would be my fairytale

he would carry me away

far far away

you stretched your arms out to me

i began to lift my foot to run

i tried to run back toward you

but destiny tapped my shoulder

my knight

helped me realize mistakes are meant to happen

hell, shit happens

i began to wonder if i want to take the ride of life with him

and leave the enemy there alone

as i wait for him to ask me

he doesnt

he hasnt

will he?

time will tell

is he destiny?

and i wonder..

wandering in his love

Let me tell ya bout my COUSIN :)

Hello fellow bloggers..

i knoooow i knoooow its been forever but im back! ...for now ha :)
But anyway, i want to dedicate this post to my cousin, best friend, B-R-E..

LaTonya Abrams
you guys...........
I absolutely love this girl!
She is the most beautiful, well rounded, unique, inspiring
individual that I have in my life!
She "gives me life" ha
Keeps me on track
NEVER JUDGES ME
and is just the bomb!

I don't know what college would be like
without her, and never wanna experience it!!

I want her to know how proud I am of her, so i shall blog it :)
You made Ebony Fire because you earned it! Dont let people tell you
it was because of this and because of that! NO! You worked hard, they loved you, and you got it. Stay strong and be confident. Look at those other girls as inspiration. Even as they give you a hard time, keep on smiling and dancing. I love you and cant wait till April 3rd. Ima be in the front row cheering for you.
Maybe ill make a sign or something lol im so gay
K well goodnite bloggers!

Welcome to the COLLEGE life.

Starting college, I hated Hampton. I hated knowing everyone. I hated feeling connected to everyone in some kind of way. Plus, there was not anything to do.
After THIS weekend, I can honestly say its aight. Hampton came back strong 2nd semester! lls Parties, Parties, Parties. & Its about to get hot outside!
On top of that, i have already started apartment hunting for next school year :-)
So i apologize if im not on here very much, or if i dont talk to you to often. Im just getting hella busy. Ima get this 4.0, believe me.

Just for Aniyah.

Kinda dont feel like talking.
Just wanna fall asleep to this song on repeat..


I promise to update tomorrow.
BTW i saw Beyonce today. She told me to tell everyone hello lls

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK!

k bye guys!

Searching for Happy

As I sit here, listening to my mother tell me she is worried about me..
I think..
AM I REALLY HAPPY?
WHO MAKES ME HAPPY?
..maybe I let the wrong people make me happy.
Sometimes I count on people to be there for me, then they arent. 80% of the people that make me happy let me down most of the time. Am I counting on the wrong people or something? Am I asking for to much? Am I too sensitive? Do I just need to CHILL OUT?
NO.
I need to do what makes me happy.
I need to surround myself with people who care about me like I do about them.
Maybe God is the only person who can truly make me happy.
Is Hampton a place that makes me happy?
*sigh*
I have lots to think about as I continue to search for happy..

TRYING To Stay Positive.

Hellooo World.

Youuuuuu guyssssssssssss

Im leaving for school in like a week!

: [

IT SUCKS!

my break was so needed; I had lots of fun& made some CASH.

but most importantly i dont wanna leave HIM

Honestly, Im kind of scared. I dont know what will happen once we both leave for school. Long distance is the worst! Idc what anyone says. If you havent gone thru it, you cant give me any advice or tell me it will be okay.

"Distance is minor when someone means so much."

Thats what they say.

Hmm. & im guessing they are one of THOSE people who didnt have to go thru it lls