Saturday, January 3, 2009

Searching for Happy

As I sit here, listening to my mother tell me she is worried about me..
I think..
AM I REALLY HAPPY?
WHO MAKES ME HAPPY?
..maybe I let the wrong people make me happy.
Sometimes I count on people to be there for me, then they arent. 80% of the people that make me happy let me down most of the time. Am I counting on the wrong people or something? Am I asking for to much? Am I too sensitive? Do I just need to CHILL OUT?
NO.
I need to do what makes me happy.
I need to surround myself with people who care about me like I do about them.
Maybe God is the only person who can truly make me happy.
Is Hampton a place that makes me happy?
*sigh*
I have lots to think about as I continue to search for happy..

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