Deplored.

love is real

but love can only take us so far before the battle begins

wearing my armor, never letting my guards down

i know sooner than later you will shoot me to the ground

a shot

to the heart

to destroy it and destroy me

knowing i will quickly recover

forgive and forget right?

slowly you remove the metal from my body

making me believe this was all meant to be

but yet

in the distance i begin to see a little light

giving me hope

knowing it will be okay I give that gift to you

spoiling you with my love because you appear to deserve it

each day this little light got brighter and brighter

making me happier and giving me more hope

which i continued to give to you

this little light of mine

i didnt think would shine

just a fling type thing

as the day went by i realized he was my knight i longed for

to take me away from this battle called life

the problems you give me

the world gives me

as i began to get on his horse

he pulled a dagger from behind his back and sliced a piece of skin on my arm

as i watched the blood drip from my arm

i turned my back on him

who to turn to now?

i thought this would be my fairytale

he would carry me away

far far away

you stretched your arms out to me

i began to lift my foot to run

i tried to run back toward you

but destiny tapped my shoulder

my knight

helped me realize mistakes are meant to happen

hell, shit happens

i began to wonder if i want to take the ride of life with him

and leave the enemy there alone

as i wait for him to ask me

he doesnt

he hasnt

will he?

time will tell

is he destiny?

and i wonder..

wandering in his love